One months+ to Pmr.

I started feel so stress these day. And I started worried about my Pmr exam. I don't even have the feel to study or do exercise for mathematics. Although I have the mood to study, but I won't remember what I've read after that. Shit man. I want to improve my Sejarah, Geografi and Mathematics in only one months. A very short period of time. Because my Mathematics is really sucks. Must study hard this time. Trying my best to get good result in Pmr exam.

Photo from Instagram. @y_ongwei

I can't wait for the days after Pmr. I think it should be very fun and crazy after that. And I already have some plans for that now. Hahahahaha! See how excited I am?

I want go for hang out with friends and him after we finished the exam. Or maybe I will go Otk Studio @ Gunong Rapat for once, although I don't like to sing in front of my friends.

Okay, that's all from me. Byeeeeee! :P

Holidaysssssss.

I don't like to stay at home during holidays actually. But I am so lazy to go out. Some friends date me hang out with em' but I rejected. Call brother bring me to watch movie but he don't want. So just can stay at home everyday. 

Went back to grandpa's house yesterday with family. Damn hot & bored at grandpa's house. No internet, no shopping mall at there. I cannot imagine if I live at there, I think I will bored until I died. Trololol. 

Random pic! Ying yin & I! She looks so cute here. Hahahahaha!

We go for exercise together. Actually I just walk here walk there, because I don't know how to cycle, trololol. 

She's playing with my camera when I am playing with my phone. #noob #face

Me myself! Camwhore! :)

Finally exam end.

I've finished my trial exam on Thursday, and I skip school on Friday. Must give myself some relax after exam. Then I'll start to do revision after the Raya's holidays.

Going out the have dinner with daddy mommy just now. After that daddy bring us o Snowdream @ Greentown. It just got a bit same with the Snowflakes in Kuala Lumpur. But I prefer Snowflakes. Snowflakes taste better than Snowdream. 

Did it have any different with Snowflakes? Trololol. 

Outings with friends today. But I didn't take any pictures with my camera, stupid cupid. 

Me and Raynus! Photo from Instagram. 

My hair looks very messy. Feels like wanna cut my fringe, lol. Cause it was too long and I don't know what hairstyle suit me. This stupid question bothering me. So, that's all for today. ;)

August - Pmr trial sucks.

It's been a while I didn't update my blog. I've deleted my chatbox. And I will not share my blog post to Facebook anymore. I just want to write what I want here. I don't need any readers, people will enter my blog if they wanted.

Tomorrow I will having Mathematics paper one and two and also Geografi paper. Seriously, Pmr sucks. I don't even know what am I doing now? Laying on the bed just like a lazy pig. I don't know what can I study. Opened the books and I will feel tired or sleepy after a while.

I hate Mathematics. I really don't understand what it is. Hmmm, and what is the usefulness of Mathematics in our daily life? Did we use the unknown numbers in our daily life? NO, seriously no. But please trust me, I am trying my best to understand all the Mathematics questions. I will solved it and I can do it. Just because I am too lazy to do more and more revision, that's why I always failed my Mathematics in exam.

Here's come the latest photo of me. I looks fat right? Hmmmm...eat too much these days.

Pmr trial.

最近压力都很大。Pmr trial再过一个星期就要开跑了,我根本一点心理准备也没有。参考书也不知道要从哪里读起。那天在书局买了一本马来文作文参考书,决定在每天晚上睡觉前都读一篇。随便一篇也好,希望这样可以让马来文进步。

数学那方面,我真的很像放弃。但是数学在Pmr里面也占了很重要的位置。所以不能搁着不管,现在只能一直搬救兵帮我复习数学。但就是没有一个很强数学的人肯向我伸出援手。害我现在一个头两个大,想到数学就喷血。

我只希望可以快点过完Pmr trial,过完Pmr。然后就可以大大声喊一声爽! 我很怀念那种一脸轻松,无所事事的生活。虽然这样子的生活很充实,但是我厌倦了。神啊,赐给我力量吧 (╯^╰)

Home alone

爸爸在公司fight到target可以跟妈咪一起去广州honeymoon。留我罕外婆在家, 害我要在外婆家睡几天, 害我要让一个form six的哥哥载我去上学, 有够不好意思的。原以为想要打电话向阿姨喊救命, 可是她家离我家太远了。还好放学的时候阿姨还可以赶过来载我回家一下。

说真的, 我不喜欢睡在外婆家。在外婆家睡我没有一晚是睡得着的, 我想念我的房间。在外婆家睡的不是自己的床没有自己的味道我会很不舒服。虽然外婆家就在我家隔壁但是她就是不放心让我一个人回家睡。妈妈啊, 我真的很想回家。

虽然有时候会觉得下午一个人在家会很爽, 可是没有人跟我说话整间屋子空空的我会有很想哭的感觉。靠, 我还得等到星期六晚上爸妈才会回来。很好, 那时候他们就会给我带很多礼物回来了。哈哈哈哈, 这就是把我留在家里的代价。

8月1号trial, 我要准备开始闭关自己了。

J U N E

人就是那么矛盾, 假期的时候想开学, 开学的时候想假期。都不懂自己是想怎样。这样懒洋洋的过了一个星期的假期, 补习班的假也放完了。今天回去补习班的时候老师就丢来一大堆的功课, 真的有够头痛的。

Omg, 说到功课, 我的geografi folio好像还没做。撞墙了, 我该从何下手? -_______- 我宁可老师给我一大堆的功课也不要做folio。而且之前老师还用很威胁的语气说Pmr kerja khusus绝对绝对不能抄朋友的。

7月将会有件大事发生。哈哈哈哈, Pmr trial来敲我家门了。完完全全一点心理准备也没有, 只有坐在那边一直给自己压力的份。我有温习啊, 可是怎么全部温习的东西都不会进脑? 就算进脑了, 看着题目的那瞬间也会全部忘光。然后对着考试纸碎碎念, 啊再不然就是拿着考试纸傻笑, 笑了大半天才开始作答。

妈妈都说是因为我看太多海绵宝宝的关系, 所以导致我头脑简单, 很笨。这样的话很伤人拜托 -_______-。其实其他的科目我都没有很担心, 只是数学那房间到现在我都找不到天使来救我。怎么办? 不管是Pmr trial还是Pmr都好, 我不想我的成绩跌倒好像狗吃屎那样啦。或者是, 比狗吃屎还要惨的下场 .......