The call.

It's been one month and more I didn't talk with you on phone before I sleep. I sleep not well every night, wake up and wake up many times in the middle of the night, I feel so alone and uncomfortable when I found that I can't find you. Sit on my bed and talking with the pillow, actually I talk with it every night because I thought it was you, am I stupid? I thought I can sleep well after I talk with it but it isn't work at all.

Sweetheart, I received your call last night. Thank you Hui xian for borrowed me her phone to text you, she help me so much. I wake up in the middle of the night again, and I can't sleep back, so I went to pick up Hui xian phone see got your msg or not, you told me you just back home, and it's 4 a.m. ++ that time. We text with each other on Wechat for awhile, then you ask me to sleep, I said I don't want because I miss you. Then, I received your call..

The tears come out automically when I heard your voice. Your voice always make me warm and make me feel that you beside me, make me feel save. We talk on the phone for so long and I heard you call me "dear" for two times. A warm midnight for me... I miss your voice. Sorry, I always can't control my tears in front of you, always be the childish girl in front of you. I just can't control myself. I know you were tried, you need to take a rest. But don't let me alone, I need you always, especially when I can't sleep or I wake up in the midnight. 

Dear, I keep my promise to you, and I guarantee that, I will try my best to gain weight! I won't let you feel dissapointed, okay? But you should keep your promise to me too. Try your best to work hard. I always feel proud of you. 

I never regret that I've meet you.. :)

How are you recently?

Hello guys, I'm back to my blog. It's November now! And yeah, today is the 7th days we broke up..

Seriously, I still can't accept the truth about we broke up, I just can't accept that. You are too important to me, and I am so glad to meet you, sweetheart. My parents and my aunts called this "puppy love", but I don't think so. I should let them know how serious we are in this relationship, and I should let them know that you are not such boy that they said. They just don't know how you treat me when we are together. Between, thanks for everything, you did much for me :')

You ask me to give up on this relationship, not just one time you ask me to do that, I've tried, but I can't. You know what, it's too hard for me to do that. I know all you've done is for my own good, but how about you? I still think that we have a little chance to get back together, but it need you to be more hardworking, we should let them know that we are serious and you really love me, not just play play.

Do you know how I feel when I first saw you cried? My heart was broke, and it's really pain inside. Although we argue last time, you cried in the phone but you won't let me know, I just feel that you were crying. But this time, you cried in front of me, I know how serious you are to me, 'cause you cried really hard and your body is shaking when you cry. :(

对不起 让你委屈了辛苦了 

我相信 只要我们肯努力 就一定有机会的

答应我的东西要做到 不要再骗我了

不准你懒惰 

My very first outfit post.

Told you guys that I want to show my crop top outfit on the new blog post, so here the post that about my outfit and this is the very first time I post about outfit on my blog, lol. 

Crop top from H&M, shorts from BrandsOutLet. 

Like this laces shorts so much.

And I match my crop top with this height waist skirt that I bought from Cotton-On last time too. Finally found shirt that can match with this skirt, I just wear one time after I bought this, lol.

Changed my blog link again!

Belloooo!

Bored with the blog link and I changed it today and I changed the  background and the header photo of my blog too. My blog are going to be more personal from now, I just need more privacy and I wish I can write whatever I want on here and NOT BODY will SPY me, understand what I mean?

School reopened and many things happened in this holiday. Shit things happened and it ruin my holiday mood. I don't feel like want to talk with my brother after this. Nothing to say with him anymore, I don't talk with him doesn't mean I hate him, just.. don't know how to describe the feeling when I saw him. I just feel bored with that and keep my mouth shut better, leave alone better than talk with him, yeah.

And, do you like my flora background and the vintage style header? The header was taken at Plan B library. Hahaha.

Snap this photo at Klcc last week, haha actually I want to snap the night-view but don't know how I made this effect lol. But I like it.

I found that TheFaceShop nails polish is more nicer than Elianto now and got many colors and style of nails polisg selling at TheFaceShop!

My photo at the last! Top from H&M, show you guys the whole outfit next time :b

Holidays come to an end.

Went to Kl last Thursday for three days two nights and I also meet up with my only two friends that lives in Kl, hahaha. It's been so long I didn't meet up with them. I know them through blog and we know each other 3 years already I think? True friend ever. We chat with each other by MSN (windows live messenger) last time but now they are too busy for their schoolworks so we didn't contact more. Every time I went Kl I could see they got time to meet or not.

And yeah I bought many clothes in Kl this time. Just so in love with all the clothes in this season cause all design is for summer time. I had my very first branded shoes, Birkenstock in baby blue. It is not so comfortable when you first wearing it but you will feel comfortable with it after you wear two or three times. 

So now I'm gonna show you some photos.

With buddy's! Actually I've post all these photos on my instagram, haha. Lol.

Taaaadaaaa!

And last show you guys my shoes, haha.

Plan B @ Ipoh

Woke up early in the morning today, because I have my braces appointment at 10.45 a.m. this morning. Then we went to a new restaurant that just opened on Monday, the restaurant named Plan B. Hahaha, what a creative name. It just behind Burps and Giggles and beside the old kopitiam at old town name "Kwong Heng". Those who lives in Ipoh I think you must know this kopitiam right? :)

 

Camwhore on the car while on the way to the restaurant! 

 The restaurant just hide beside those trees! 

The menu. 

The entrance of Plan B. 

Wild Mushroom Linguine Pasta for me. (rm22)

Coney Dog for brother. (rm23)

And wild mushroom soup for mom. (rm13)

The price is quite reasonable and it is not too expensive.

Outdoor.

And there's a old town gallery and a very comfortable library at there. You can have a walk and took some pictures after have meal at there! :) There's a corridor behind there can link to Burps and Giggles.

And this is the library!

 

 Old furniture in the old town gallery. The mirror are very horror -_-.

These drawings are for sale! Quite expensive, rm2000++ for each. Omg.

This way to Burps and Giggles :)

Burps and Giggles! First time I went there.

Okay, that's all about Plan B. Have a try at there! I will be there for the second time, I really love this place. Comfortable and I want to try the desserts at there next time, seems like very delicious.

My camera is back!

So excited to tell you all that my camera was back, I send it back to Sony Centre and they fixed it. Fortunately it still under warranty until 2014, I didn't pay any money to fixed the camera, and my camera just looks like a new one now. So happy with it.

I am lying on my messy bed to update my blog now, I didn't keep my room after I woke up today, trololol. Actually everyday also like this. Just too lazy to keep it.

 The first photo that I took with my camera after it repair! I used the soft skin effect in camera that's why my skin looks like a baby in this photo, acting cute, lol. World piece pose.

Well, the third time exam are coming soon, on 29th July. Gonna take some good results on this time. And you know? I read almost one essay or karangan a day now, want to improve my writing skills so badly especially my karangan, I very weak with this and I always don't know how to describe what I want to write in the karangan, sometimes I just left it there and pass up a BLANK PAPER. Ishhh.

Okay, that's my silly face here! Braces girl with neardy. Hahaha.