The call.

It's been one month and more I didn't talk with you on phone before I sleep. I sleep not well every night, wake up and wake up many times in the middle of the night, I feel so alone and uncomfortable when I found that I can't find you. Sit on my bed and talking with the pillow, actually I talk with it every night because I thought it was you, am I stupid? I thought I can sleep well after I talk with it but it isn't work at all.

Sweetheart, I received your call last night. Thank you Hui xian for borrowed me her phone to text you, she help me so much. I wake up in the middle of the night again, and I can't sleep back, so I went to pick up Hui xian phone see got your msg or not, you told me you just back home, and it's 4 a.m. ++ that time. We text with each other on Wechat for awhile, then you ask me to sleep, I said I don't want because I miss you. Then, I received your call..

The tears come out automically when I heard your voice. Your voice always make me warm and make me feel that you beside me, make me feel save. We talk on the phone for so long and I heard you call me "dear" for two times. A warm midnight for me... I miss your voice. Sorry, I always can't control my tears in front of you, always be the childish girl in front of you. I just can't control myself. I know you were tried, you need to take a rest. But don't let me alone, I need you always, especially when I can't sleep or I wake up in the midnight. 

Dear, I keep my promise to you, and I guarantee that, I will try my best to gain weight! I won't let you feel dissapointed, okay? But you should keep your promise to me too. Try your best to work hard. I always feel proud of you. 

I never regret that I've meet you.. :)

How are you recently?

Hello guys, I'm back to my blog. It's November now! And yeah, today is the 7th days we broke up..

Seriously, I still can't accept the truth about we broke up, I just can't accept that. You are too important to me, and I am so glad to meet you, sweetheart. My parents and my aunts called this "puppy love", but I don't think so. I should let them know how serious we are in this relationship, and I should let them know that you are not such boy that they said. They just don't know how you treat me when we are together. Between, thanks for everything, you did much for me :')

You ask me to give up on this relationship, not just one time you ask me to do that, I've tried, but I can't. You know what, it's too hard for me to do that. I know all you've done is for my own good, but how about you? I still think that we have a little chance to get back together, but it need you to be more hardworking, we should let them know that we are serious and you really love me, not just play play.

Do you know how I feel when I first saw you cried? My heart was broke, and it's really pain inside. Although we argue last time, you cried in the phone but you won't let me know, I just feel that you were crying. But this time, you cried in front of me, I know how serious you are to me, 'cause you cried really hard and your body is shaking when you cry. :(

对不起 让你委屈了辛苦了 

我相信 只要我们肯努力 就一定有机会的

答应我的东西要做到 不要再骗我了

不准你懒惰